tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67502632024-03-13T11:32:05.222+07:00yell(ow!)™Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-449295563811843052013-04-14T22:42:00.001+07:002013-04-14T22:42:36.740+07:00(com)promisewhat do people say about promise?
well, it is simply made to be broken.
i pledged many many times that i would write here.
turned out... i didn't have the time.
or didn't put as much priority on it as i probably should.
can't you believe it's been more than a year since my last post? :D
GRUMBBLLLLL.....................
well, life's been wonderful. and recently the universe confronted me with this complicated oh-well-can't-explained situation, which i'm fully aware of...
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:)Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-14133342061619034262012-02-07T07:35:00.001+07:002012-02-07T07:38:44.144+07:00Because...<div style="text-align: center;">You'll be very passionate about the things and the ones you love.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Oh, the places you'll go...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Make sure you have fun when you move those mountains</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">in this whole wide world, m'kay...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Love,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Mama</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/ahv_1IS7SiE" width="500"></iframe></div>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-73713723317344593782012-01-06T16:50:00.002+07:002012-01-18T08:42:29.185+07:002012As usual, when it comes to new year, regardless of the fact that none of it would be ticked top down, I want to share my New Year resolution list..<br />
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<b>1. Review our finance and fund allocations</b><br />
Tahun ini, dengan izin Allah (amin), gw n Dhanes mau mulai mengalokasikan dana untuk rumah dan liburan. Waktu kita nikah 2 tahun yg lalu, sebenernya 2 hal ini termasuk our priority sih.. tapi berhubung dananya udah teralokasi untuk hal lain yg lebih penting (yakni investasi dana pendidikan anak yg janinnya aja blom ada dikandungan dan mobil keluarga nyaman yg padahal keluarganya masih gw n Dhanes thok), alhasil baru kesampean tahun ini deh.. Lagian, rumah yg gw maw harganya 3M.. Jadi nunggu rejeki turun dari langit dulu..<br />
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Selain 2 itu, sebenernya ada keinginan terpendam gw untuk punya my magical shopping account sendiri. Selama ini, gw ga ada budget untuk belanja kebutuhan pribadi, it's either a NO atau gw nilep atau gesek diem2.. which is malah bahaya karena kadang gw jadi ga perhitungan.. *tersenyum lebar*<br />
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Nah, berhubung tujuannya baik, tentu aja atas persetujuan Dhanes juga, gw maw punya tu magical shopping account.. bismillaah..<br />
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<b>2. Mengurangi minum nu green tea less/no sugar, kecuali klo dikasih gratis ;)</b><br />
I have a serious problem with this one, really! Padahal udah sering banget janji, ntah itu dalam hati ato ngomong ke Dhanes, bahwa I WANT TO QUIT NU GREEN TEA-ING, tetep aja lhoo at the end of the day, there's always a bottle or two of nu green tea less or no sugar stranded over the floor of my car *bangga*<br />
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Saking sebelnya, kadang gw suka nyinyir sama diri sendiri, apa bedanya gw sama perokok toh gw dan mereka sama2 addict... ngeluarin uang yg ujung2nya berpengaruh buruk sama kesehatan... walaupun, bedanya, in my case I don't kill anyone with my addiction :p<br />
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Jadi, sehubungan dengan resolusi no. 1 juga, gw kudu harus musti mengurangi (bold, italic, underline) minum nu green tea! Bayangin, I can save more than Rp. 150.000,- per month if I don't fulfill my unreasonable addictions. Plus, ga bakal banyak gula mengendap juga di badan gw kaan.. SEMANGAT!!<br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><b>3. Get out of my comfort zone!</b></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Harus berani cari tantangan baru. My boss always said, "Begin with an end in mind," yg ternyata adalah salah satu habit dari '7 Habits of Highly Effective People'.</div><blockquote class="tr_bq"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Begin with the End in Mind means to begin each day, task, or project with a clear vision of your desired direction and destination, and then continue by flexing your proactive muscles to make things happen.</i> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">'7 Habits of Highly Effective People' by Steven R. Covey</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> </span></blockquote><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Tanpa sadar, quote itu malah menjadi the sole reminder of my goals and purpose :)</div><br />
<div style="font-weight: normal; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><b>4. Rajin beribadah</b></div><div>Malu ah klo ngomongin resolusi ini. Malu sama yg diatas *ngumpet*</div><div><br />
</div><div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><b>5. Rajin isi blog</b></div></div><div><div><div>Ntah kenapa, padahal banyak loh topik yg pengen gw ceritain disini.. ntah itu tentang Kai, tentang kerjaan, tentang liburan, tentang.. well, mostly akan banyakan tentang Kai dan tingkah lakunya yg makin menjadi itu sih.. lol. Well, intinya, sebenernya, all I have to do is to spare sometime to write! Apapun itu..</div><div><br />
</div><div>mmmkay...</div><div><br />
</div><div>Kayanya yg baru kepikiran itu aja sih... nanti klo inget bakal gw tambah lagi :)</div></div></div>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-29538969880369471522011-12-06T14:57:00.000+07:002011-12-06T14:57:35.248+07:00one word: adorable<div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/f2gRhdKUYqk" width="420"></iframe></div>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-255289778216045432011-09-08T09:49:00.003+07:002011-09-08T13:08:10.760+07:00do you even have a crown?<embed src="http://www.directlyrics.com/player.swf?lyricsID=3447" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="500" height="300"></embed><br />
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Love the song,<br />
Love the video clip, and<br />
Love Bareilles'...white teeth!<br />
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Watch her live performance <a href="http://youtu.be/jyUhxYmLF-0">here</a> and <a href="http://youtu.be/loUQhlCCoEQ">here</a>.Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-47317875667421449832011-08-11T10:26:00.002+07:002011-08-11T16:31:20.062+07:00my grip to realityI'm starting a little trivia with my self.<br />
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This serves as a tribute to my bad habit of repeating songs I like. And as it will be a regular content on my blog, which I will update every one or two weeks, let's hope the list ain't gonna be boring... at least changes in the ranking which correspond to how many times the songs are being played.<br />
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So, bear with me, people!<br />
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This is the <b>TOP 15 SONGS I PLAY AT WORK</b>! *cheers* *drum roll* #mulaigapenting #maafkan<br />
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<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v153/b3akins/Playlist/Playlist_2011-08-11at103143AM.png" border="0" alt="Top15Songs per 11.08.11">Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-26337189481471529292011-08-10T15:23:00.004+07:002011-08-15T08:15:03.439+07:00as simple as K.A.IAda cerita di balik nama Kai yg panjangnya aujubile itu. Di awal pernikahan, kadang gw dan Dhanes suka iseng browse nama anak di internet, walaupun pada saat itu rencana untuk hamdun aja blom karena tadinya kita pengen pacaran dulu barang setahun sebelum memutuskan untuk punya anak. Apa dikate, luluh aja lho gw ngeliat sepupunya Dhanes ngegendong bayi, looked somewhat exhausted...tapi ketutup sama rasa super excited karena punya darah daging sendiri. So, there I went on our 5th month of marriage, bragging to Dhanes every single day for a baby :) Okeh, cerita ini kayanya harus dibuat judul sendiri ya, boo...<br />
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Balik ke tentang nama Kai...<br />
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Katanya, nama adalah do'a dan harapan orang tua untuk anaknya. Nah, gw udah dengan pemikiran itu donk, sementara dari awal Dhanes udah bilang pengen panggilan anaknya "Kai" klo anaknya laki2. Alasannya pada saat itu cukup bersahaja, <i>"Anaknya Rooney namanya Kai, kayanya unik aja, gitu..."</i>. Oh well, what do you expect from Dhanes? A sophisticated philosophical meanings? Ngarep.com.<br />
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Singkat cerita, gw tetep setuju dengan panggilan itu karena simple dan ternyata punya banyak <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kai_(name)">arti yg bagus</a> dari berbagai bahasa. Terus kita browse nama dengan kata depan "Kai" dalam bahasa sanskrit. Kenapa sanskrit? Karena nama Dhanes juga diambil dari bahasa sanskrit dan kebetulan gw juga suka hal yg berbau a-hem, India, <s>kecuali bau ketinya lho ya</s>. Pada saat itu kita nemu 2 pilihan: Kaivalya dan Kairava. In the end, Kairava is the chosen one. Artinya, "born from the water; white lotus", mengambil filosofi bunga lotus <i>-bunga yg dapat tumbuh indah dan sempurna di lumpur sekalipun-</i> dengan harapan Kai dapat menjadi manusia yg berhasil dan selalu berkecukupan dalam kondisi apapun.<br />
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Selanjutnya, untuk menentukan 2 nama tambahan di belakang Kairava, gw dan Dhanes sempat terjebak dalam debat panjang sampai gw harus buat presentasi (dalam keynote!!), simply to list down the choices and whether it would makes sense when combined. Dalam prosesnya, banyak nama yg akhirnya gugur dan akhirnya ketemulah 2 nama sakti bin keramat itu: Akhtar, yg artinya <a href="http://www.joy2day.com/kids/baby-names/muslims/muslim-boys/akhtar-meaning.php"><i>"a star; a good man"</i></a> dan Kautsar, yg diambil dari surat pendek <s>yg paling sering Dhanes baca pas jadi imam hehehehe</s> di Al-Qur'an - <a href="http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Surah_Al-Kausar">Al-Kautsar</a> - <i>"nikmat yg banyak; peringatan akan nikmat berlimpah yg sudah Allah berikan"</i>.<br />
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Akhirnya, jadilah <b>Kairava Akhtar Kautsar</b> :)<br />
Artinya... <b>Manusia yg berhasil dan selalu berkecukupan dalam kondisi apapun, tumbuh menjadi laki2 yg baik, serta menjadi pengingat bagi orang tuanya akan nikmat berlimpah yg sudah diberikan (berupa anak itu sendiri, hehe)</b>.<br />
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Ga ribet kan? Cuman itu do'a gw buat Kai:<br />
<ol><li>Insya Allah dalam kondisi seburuk apapun bisa menjadi anak yg berhasil dan tidak kurang satu apapun,</li>
<li>Menjadi laki2 yg baik. Titik.</li>
</ol><div>Sisanya lebih sebagai fungsi Kai sebagai "pengingat" untuk gw dan Dhanes sebagai orang tua: udah dikasih nikmat berupa anak nih, kurang apalagi? Masih maw mangkir sholat? :p</div><br />
Sayangnya keinginan gw dan Dhanes untuk menamakan anak pertama kita ini harus buyar sudah karena nyokap gw pengen nyumbang nama "Mokhammad" dan supaya adil kita minta orang tua Dhanes untuk nyumbang juga... dapetlah "Nayaka", bahasa sanskrit yg artinya "a leader". Klo digabung, keduanya berarti <b>"Seorang pemimpin yg mulia dan terpuji"</b>.<br />
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Nah, dapet sumbangan 2 nama gitu akhirnya kita harus kreatif dikit dengan mengutak-katik nama temuan kita, karena ga mungkin kaaan anak gw pake 5 kata?? Mau jadi Mokhammad Kairava Akhtar Nayaka Kautsar?? Ih, ribet ajee... Tapi ga rela juga untuk memilih 1 dari 3 nama yg udah susah payah kita rangkai.<br />
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Alhasil, dengan menggunakan keahlian gw dalam meng-invent sebuah nama (tsaaaaaah), Kairava dan Akhtar disatukan menjadi "Kaivatar". I couldn't be more proud, this is the best name I've ever invented (mau ketawa gw, lebay abis)...plus, it doesn't change the meaning of Kairava Akhtar yg notabene do'a dan harapan kita buat Kai tadi. Terus, Kautsar tetep kita ikut sertakan dan ga kita utak-atik karena gw dan Dhanes udah terlanjur jatuh cinta sama meaningnya, plusss gw ga bisa bayangin Kairava + Akhtar + Kautsar digabungin... Jadi Katasar, gitu? Kaya Katarak ya, boo...<br />
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So, there you go, Kai... 4 kata - <b>Mokhammad Nayaka Kaivatar Kautsar</b>.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Ps. Bear with us ya, Kai... Itu adalah do'a dan harapan Papa+Mama, Mpa+Nta dan Opakung+Eyanguti. Mudah2an ga memberatkan Kai di depannya yah... Just remember I only want you to become a good man and find happiness in anything you do. Love you full. </span>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-37527500490065735822011-08-03T14:41:00.001+07:002011-08-11T10:36:59.194+07:00Kai dan Papanya<div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/toiNJx8SY9A" width="425"></iframe></div><br />
I don't know why I sense there's something different on how Kai sees Dhanes. The way Kai recognizes Dhanes' face and stares at him happily, the way Dhanes' shoulder provide a sanctuary that allows Kai to sleep effortlessly <strike><i>betapa pun kerasnya itu</i></strike> and how Kai can easily be amused by Dhanes.<br />
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I'm not saying I envy the bond built between them, I actually feel extremely and absolutely blessed :) I hope their bond will continue to evolve and exist until Kai grows up. Thank you for making a great effort for our little family, I can't wait to see both of you making your own little conspiracy behind me.<br />
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Now, I'm so relieved there's such thing as breastfeeding because THAT will be<i> "Kai dan Mamanya"</i> moment. <i>Emang Dhanes bisa nyusuin?? Gak kaaan...</i>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-21039672208835042412011-08-02T16:00:00.002+07:002011-08-03T14:58:43.471+07:00ngasal2 bulan setelah Kai lahir, gw (yg emang suka nyeplos) ngomong gini di depan Mama, Papa, Popo dan ada Dhanes juga, "Hayuk aah mau hamil lagi...!"<br />
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Ternyata ceplosan gw itu dianggap serius sama Papa. Walau ga langsung bereaksi saat itu juga, belakangan doi nanya ke Mama, "Itu Bea serius mau hamil lagi?". Gw yakin banget pas nanya itu mukanya serius, gusar n sok panik, sama halnya kaya pas doi ngeliat Kai ditinggal sendirian (heboh ga jelas gitu deh). Jelas Mama jawab gw omdo lah yaa...<br />
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Pas denger cerita itu dari Mama gw jadi geli sendiri. Ga nyangka aja Papa bakal sepeduli itu masalah gw pengen hamil lagi dalam waktu yg AMAT SANGAT dekat hihih...<br />
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Ampun deh, klo gw suka nyeplos masalah pengen hamil secepat ini, coba dianggap gw lagi berdoa aja yaa...Biar pas kehamilan ke-2 nanti gw masih diberi berbagai kemudahan oleh Allah SWT...<br />
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Amin...Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-79027820880275426382011-08-02T09:45:00.000+07:002011-08-11T10:36:39.642+07:00tell me about your day...<embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.4shared.com/flash/player.swf?ver=9051" style="" id="ply" name="ply" quality="high" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="false" wmode="opaque" flashvars="file=http://dc176.4shared.com/img/395044069/f57b86ec/dlink__2Fdownload_2FrR2DDYUH_3Ftsid_3D00000000-000000-00000000/preview.mp3&volume=50&" height="20" width="200"><br />
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by Skye Edwards<br />
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It seems that her soul is singing.Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-27022266147677850982011-08-01T10:32:00.005+07:002011-08-03T15:00:52.024+07:00friendster legacyJust opened my photobucket account and found this image I used to define <i>"who I want to meet"</i> on Friendster back then...<br />
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<center><img alt="who i want to meet" border="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v153/b3akins/whoiwanttomeet.gif" width="500" /><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"> Left to Right: A man from a fairy tale - Willy Wonka - Pandya Dhaneswara - Michael Scofield</span></center><br />
This left me with several questions:<br />
1. What happened to Friendster, man?<br />
2. I meet Pandya Dhaneswara, like everyday now... Do I still wanna meet him? :p<br />
3. Did I finally meet "a man from a fairy tale"?<br />
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;)Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-39819287481458525992011-07-26T16:33:00.003+07:002011-08-15T08:16:11.060+07:00love expressionStock by July 24th, 2011. That's not even enough to show how much I love you.<br />
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yaeyaa laaaah..<br />
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- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhoneBea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-44109682342479128452011-07-26T16:20:00.002+07:002011-08-03T15:02:26.368+07:00LovemarksThis one is... my love beyond reason... my love beyond anything in this world.<br />
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- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhoneBea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-3634684191706186232011-07-21T20:48:00.001+07:002011-08-03T15:02:52.151+07:00mumpung ingetas far as i can remember.. hamil + melahirkan itu rasanya sama kaya naik roller coaster.. beneer..<br /><br />ask me why, if you meet me.. ;p<br /><br />Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-84912836942071000302011-07-15T08:02:00.001+07:002011-08-15T08:16:11.061+07:00the used-to-be an empty cupso, today is my first day of work after my 3 months maternity leave.<br />
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okay, i know... i've abandoned this blog after pledging i would not miss a single monthly pregnancy shot to post... thing is, i thought it'd be too p0rney since most of the shots were showing my huge tum tum... what an excuse, eh? :)<br />
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the past nine + three months were an absolute bliss. i owe the almighty sooo much gratitude to have granted me and bepong the credo to bring into the world a such beautiful baby... words can't describe. especially, it seemed that everything went so smooth and easy...<br />
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well, at least on my case...<br />
<ul><li>we simply applied ovulation billing method on our 6th month marriage, then poof... i'm preggo, </li>
<li>i didn't feel any nausea nor vomit during my pregnancy,</li>
<li>my weight was increased moderately,</li>
<li>normal delivery, tho, no exception on the pain :p,</li>
<li>quite a fast labour,</li>
<li>my breast milk was secreted a day after and continued to increase abundantly since then,</li>
<li>experienced some reduction, but soon returned to normal capacity,</li>
<li>no sore nipples and all that,</li>
<li>the six rack freezer mom bought as a bday present to store my breast milk is full and still i use the refri's freezer to store more. i managed to collect app. 250 bottles containing 100 - 270cc breast milk, alhamdulillah...,</li>
<li>and on top of all that, i was lucky to be handled by reliable, reputable, trustworthy experts during my pregnancy and labor... :)</li>
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all in all, this one full year has presented me new exciting challenges that are totally different, something that i have never experienced before, yet needed to be tackled down simultaneously... it gave me the feeling of contentment and completeness as a woman... it taught me new perspectives about life, love, relationship, commitment, responsibility, sincerity... it defined my new purpose and became the main reason of whatever i do...<br />
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and yes, there's so much to learn as there's no fixed guideline on the dos and don'ts, and what to expect next... but, i'm willing to go extra miles to fill my empty cup with flavorful magic water called love.<br />
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shukran ya Allah... :)Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-6159870796540668432011-07-14T11:31:00.002+07:002011-08-11T10:36:59.195+07:00some people are better with the lights off<div style="text-align: left;">i hope you don't take this the wrong way ;)</div><br />
<embed allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" height="300" src="http://www.directlyrics.com/player.swf?lyricsID=9875" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="500"></embed>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-58271361746367687492010-11-29T11:07:00.003+07:002011-08-03T14:57:43.738+07:00just the way you are<div style="text-align: left;">Several days ago, on a lazy night at home, I watched Giuliana & Bill with bepong. There was a scene where G asked B whether he will love her all the same even if she becomes fat, old, wrinkly...not like she is today. Surprisingly, he said something like, "Fat, old or whatever...I will still love you". I was surprised because that exact moment frequently happened with me and bepong as well.<br />
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Do we all, women, get insecure when it comes to the undeniable changes over our physical condition in the future? Will it takes no effect to the love of our spouse? Will they stay loyal to us?<br />
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Well, the future is ofcourse undefined. We're just keep wondering and pop up the what-ifs questions to ourselves. But sometime, it's nice if your beloved declare in front of your face that everything will be okay and that good things will remain.<br />
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By singing me this song, for instance...<br />
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Yea...I wish...</div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Oh her eyes, her eyes</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Make the stars look like they're not shining</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Her hair, her hair</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Falls perfectly without her trying</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>She's so beautiful</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I tell her every day</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Yeah I know, I know</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>When I compliment her</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>She wont believe me</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And its so, its so</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Sad to think she don't see what I see</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>But every time she asks me do I look okay</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I say</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>When I see your face</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>There's not a thing that I would change</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Cause you're amazing</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Just the way you are</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And when you smile,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>The whole world stops and stares for awhile</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Cause girl you're amazing</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Just the way you are</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Her nails, her nails</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I could kiss them all day if she'd let me</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Her laugh, her laugh</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>She hates but I think its so sexy</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>She's so beautiful</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I tell her every day</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Oh you know, you know, you know</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Id never ask you to change</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>If perfect is what you're searching for</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Then just stay the same</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>So don't even bother asking</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>If you look okay</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>You know I say</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>When I see your face</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>There's not a thing that I would change</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Cause you're amazing</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Just the way you are</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And when you smile,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>The whole world stops and stares for awhile</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Cause girl you're amazing</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Just the way you are</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are</div>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-3773730645774920692010-08-16T13:04:00.003+07:002011-08-03T15:09:54.104+07:00various updates on my life.from where shall i begin my story?<br />
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4 years have passed and lotsa things going on in my life right now.<br />
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things changed, things remained. both for the better, i hope.<br />
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things that remained were:<br />
<ol><li>my everlasting relationship w mr. pandya dhaneswara, which actually have changed in form since we've married in december '09 and i'm pregnant now. yes.</li>
<li>my body mass. it's still around 51-54kg, which my obgyn predicts could increase up to 16kgs in 9 months time. eshol.</li>
<li>si siti. i still drive the same car mom bought in 2003. haven't gotten the money to upgrade. heheh.</li>
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</div><div>and things that have changed were:</div><div><ol><li>i've done both my undergraduate n master degree. later one in taipei from '06-'08.</li>
<li>at the same time experienced taipei w baby pongo. missed those days.</li>
<li>back in jakarta n stayed at my parent's new house in kemang.</li>
<li>worked at Indonesia's largest satellite tv provider for 1 year and 3 months. and now worked at Indonesia's first branding consultant. make a guess yourself.</li>
<li>my marital status. from single to happily n excitedly married in december '09.</li>
<li>and yes, i'm 4 weeks pregnant. yay!!!!</li>
</ol><div>actually, there are some more changes. but since i'm experiencing both short-term and long-term memory loss...i can't tell you more.</div><div><br />
</div><div>:)</div></div>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6750263.post-18424124497170264782010-08-10T12:57:00.002+07:002011-08-03T15:09:54.104+07:00hello again blogspot!<div>it's been 4 years since my last post here. i actually wasn't sure why i left this blog after almost 2 years of residency. haha...residency booo... ;)</div><div><br /></div><div>well, anyway...after moving here and there, i finally decided to continue to write my stories again, here.</div><div><br /></div><div>wish me all the luck in the world, m'kay...</div><div><br /></div><div>love.</div>Bea Siti Nabillahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02491215686143784127noreply@blogger.com0